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I hate this.I hate how sometimes I get like this. Its not even being depressed, just the feeling that I am worthless. It's been drilled into me throughout my whole life. The way my parents epically failed at raising me. The way my friends don't even check up on me half the time. The dirty looks from strangers as they move by. A friend brought up tonight something I found to be quite true. I always forget the kind words people say to or about me. And thinking back on it, it doesn't really change much that wasn't already there in the first place. I may still feel worthless all the time. But I haveI hate this.
by ~Reiyne
ForesightSeveral years ago, I knew. I knew with every fiber of my being, every bone chilling sensation running through my body. I knew with all the certainty in the world when it would happen. So why did I feel surprised, here at that moment, staring at the crude piece of machinery before me? But this is no time to question it, even if I wanted to. I was long past caring. I worked the mechanism, and placed it where it needed to go. The last thing I saw before the bullet entered my temple was her eyes.Foresight
by ~Reiyne
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The Death of a Stone-SkipperNo blood. The place is marked by a perfection of stones, a little pile, all smooth as cartilage, round as a socket, bleached like his last minute.The Death of a Stone-Skipper
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He measures the lay of the water, the leaf-spread of the palms, the palm-spread of his hand,
his hand holding a circled shale splinter, kept from a delta down-road. He measures— and with measure, cadence, and period, rhymes the rock in a roll of
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lions and tigers and film priveliges, oh my!
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| I don't much of the art thing, and I haven't written much of anything worth looking at for some time now. I make films, and I take pictures. I don't expect anyone to like anything I make. I make rather dark and depressing films, if you would like to see them just ask. |
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- Current Residence: Boston, MA
- Interests: Film, Music, Meditation, Mythology
- Favourite movie: Slumdog Millionare, Garden State, Lord of War, The Fountain, The Prestige, Hard Candy
- Favourite band or musician: Depends on the mood i am in
- Favourite genre of music: See above
- Favourite artist: Wes Anderson, Alloy Orchestra
- Favourite game: Chess, Go
- Favourite cartoon character: Kenshin Himura
- Personal Quote: People don't change, they just become more of who they are.
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Hid under lock and key
I keep it caged
But I can't control it. . .I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster~" - Skillet
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"Fast as the wind, quiet as a forest, aggressive as fire, and immovable as a mountain." - Samurai Battle Banner
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"~My secret side I keep
Hid under lock and key
I keep it caged
But I can't control it. . .I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster~" - Skillet
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"all that is now and all that is gone
and all that's to come
and everything under the sun is in tune
but the sun is eclipsed by the moon"
eclipse- pink floyd
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As life gets longer awful feels softer and it feels pretty soft to me. And if it takes shit to make bliss well I feel pretty blissfully. If life's not beautiful without the pain, well, I guess I'd really rather never even see beauty again.
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"all that is now and all that is gone
and all that's to come
and everything under the sun is in tune
but the sun is eclipsed by the moon"
eclipse- pink floyd
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As life gets longer awful feels softer and it feels pretty soft to me. And if it takes shit to make bliss well I feel pretty blissfully. If life's not beautiful without the pain, well, I guess I'd really rather never even see beauty again.
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